late january is a such a bitch to me. for the past three years that i can remember i'll come back from California feeling good and doing fine and the year starts out well enough. I make plans and resolutions and then, right around my birthday things start to suck. last year it was the Mike and Judy show; the year before it was the Andy nonsense. but this year? I was so on track, being so good socially, putting my best foot forward towards school and all that, and still the same thing is happening again: I feel more and more tired, stuttery and pessimistic every day.
i can't let this happen! if it means i have to dramatically up my medication, embark on a rigorous diet and gym routine and stop watching tv altogether that's what I'll have to to. it's unacceptable to lose any more time to depression. especially at 37 when I have to make so many things happen! so there: a new resolution: fight depression! Grrrr!
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